i hope you all had a great Christmas,i apologize for that other journal,im not usually so negative like that so i wanted to right a new one. so hows everyone's christmas been? i had a good time today,and im very excited right now,my sister has just gone into labor so im going to be a aunt for the first time in my life! and the baby should be born late tomorrow so i cant wait to see it!

have a great new year everyone!

hey guys im back from holiday,i had a good time if any of you cared. but ever since i got back life has been turning into a rotten pile of s***! first off my pet rat mysteriously dies,my grandad gets sent to hospital and is very ill and might not recover and may be dying,my nan slips on her back on the ice and its really dangerous and fatal thing to happen in old age and lastly to top it all off,some mother f***** has stolen my handbag which has my bank card,personal belongings and £200 pounds from my long hard earned money which i have to miserably force myself to do 7 hours a day 6 days a week at a stupid job i feel like i can never get right in. i am so pissed right now that if i find out who taken it there will be hell to pay if i find them where ever it was a joke or not. im really sorry for sounding angry or mean,and i know its not art related so i shouldn't really be complaining on this site but i really i dont know why this is all happening to me or why i deserve this,its making me go into nervous breakdowns and i really hope it ends soon other then all that i will try my best to stay active and post more.

im sorry for not replying much recently i am really ill with a painful flu and it really drains all energy to do anything. and on top of that i have my two jobs to do (7-8 hours total) and i had to go in when i was ill and it was pure hell D= so ill try my best to be more active and reply to everything and deviations as soon as i can when i get better. thank you for all your kind comments people i really appreciate it,im not ignoring you so im really sorry if it ever looked that way.


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the delighted mood on this journal is completely wrong! dA is being stupid again and wont let me change it,i feel like crap right now so it cant be any more wrong.

hey everyone,just needed to get rid of that old journal that's been gavering dust for a while now. dont really know what else to say..also its my 17th birthday to day! i will hopefully be going to the southend theme park with my freind and one of my other friends who dosent have dA. it may sound wierd but i will miss being sixteen, although birthdays are always a happy time for me i will always miss the previous years of my life,does anyone get what i mean? lol

lol just random ranting here but is anyone else disappointed with how the wii games are recently? I wanted to buy something new to play but i cant see any that i find worth buying,there all freakin party or fitness games wheres the actual type of games they used to make!? also why does it every time i play online mario kart everyone seems to be cheating with hacks or whatever! cant people play games properly anymore?,there is no skill involved to win by cheating! sorry about that i dont want to come across as moody but its been bugging me for a while now.